not quite feeling the love

D. and I are going to Torture Garden tonight. It's been a long time since we went clubbing together - the last time was Halloween last year, and we had a wonderful night. Since then we've both been out to fetish clubs with our other partners, but not together, and I found myself increasingly missing it. So we booked tickets to go to the Summer Love Underwater Ball tonight, which is at Club Colosseum, a venue I haven't been to before but which D. rates relatively highly. I usually like the summer TGs, they're less full of tourists and have a friendlier atmosphere.

I'd toyed with the idea of throwing together a mermaid costume, but was so busy I decided not to put any extra pressure on myself. So I'm going in my lacy BoundCon dress and my new hot-pink stilettos, both of which have a pleasing track record for getting me molested by D. And I'm not unhappy with my body right now, and D. and I are great - there's loads of love and lust and energy splashing around in our connection right now, and our D/s relationship has been very affirmed recently, and it'll be nice to express that on public, play with people watching and grin at each other on the dancefloor.

Except that I'm knackered. Any of you following my twitter feed will know that I've been overdoing it lately - and that's on the back of overdoing it for about the last nine months. I need a holiday, and I can't have one because of deadlines and housemoves and exciting projects I committed myself to months ago. I'm working on that, but in the meantime I'm fragile with exhaustion.

So, lovely readers, this is where you come in. Help me get in the mood for going out tonight. Tell me of fun nights you have had playing or fucking or flirting in public. Tell me about your mental images after hearing about my lacy dress and hotpink heels. Tell me what you'd like to watch D. and I get up to, if you were going to TG tonight (and if any of you are, do come and say hi!). Tell me your rude thoughts to get me in the mood, and if all goes well I'll be able to report back on Monday and tell you some exciting stories in return.

I don't know if anyone's online on a Friday night, so I might be just shooting this into the void. But writing it has improved my mood a bit, if only making me smile at my love for D. and how he makes me feel. So I'll finish this by posting a soppy photo from last October's TG. Hope you don't mind.